September 14th, 2006 (03:16 pm)
Kristen and I hate our pinhole cameras with a passion. None of our pictures were coming out. I decided to run a little experiment...so I used Crystal's camera and guess what? I got a picture. Go figure. We have 6 pictures due by tomorrow. I have 5 and only two of them are of good quality. I feel like I fail as a photographer, but then again, it is just a cardboard cylinder.
September 12th, 2006 (10:44 pm)
September 12th, 2006 (09:32 pm)
Today was pretty nice. I got to take a cat nap, which I haven't been able to do in ages. Jolie and Deja' came over after school to visit James. They stayed for an hour or so just talking with my parents. It was nice.
After that, I started to get ready to go to the mall and for some reason ended up taking a two hour nap. I got up in a rush, and headed for the mall. Isabel was supposed to come with, but she left while I was sleeping.
Of course the only reason why I went to the mall was to see Lee. I spent about 20 minutes with him. We pretty much just make jokes and laugh. And he has a new phone that is beautiful. I want it. I told him it sucks, but he knows me better than that.
Our one-month is coming up the 25th. I know it's not a long time, but for me it is. And after one month it still feels like the first time I saw him. I just can't get over how/why I found him. We just fit. There's absolutely nothing that we fight over. Ok, I lied, we fought Sunday because he thought he didn't make me happy. It was no big deal and kinda stupid.
This weekend was amazing. He picked me up from school Friday, we hung out all day. He then brought me to work and then picked me up. We spent the night at Jason's together. Then we went to Rayne to the frog festival. He went home and I stayed with Emily and Isabel and then he came over when we got home. We went to some Acadiana High party, which was stupid, because everyone was preppy and we all got "looks". Me, Billy, Lee, Carly, and Tyler left within 20 minutes and headed over to Cane's. Spent a while there and then went to Lane's (not Worm's anymore) house.
I was so tired after an hour that we left, came to my house, and slept. I don't know why my dad let him sleep over but he did. We, of course, slept on the couch/floor. No hanky panky, promise.
So conclusion- we spent all weekend together.
And it feels weird not having him by my side when I sleep.
Ahh. So photography class is AMAZING.
I got on Paintshop and inverted the pictures.
They were taken with Pinhole cameras, which is basically a cardboard home-made camera.
The first two are negatives.
September 9th, 2006 (07:19 pm)
September 5th, 2006 (12:37 am)
September 2nd, 2006 (04:57 am)
Emily and I slept at jason and angelle's house last night...ok I was the only one who slept. I'm pretty sure she stayed up the whole time. So did a few others. They were playing dungeons and dragons from 3 am to about 11 am the next day.
Lee and I decided to cuddle up on the couch and go to bed.
I couldn't sleep. I'd just lie there staring at him under the covers. Occasionally I'd wake him up for a little kiss. I'd apologize for it and he'd say it was ok.
He keeps telling me that I deserve better and nothing could be farther from the truth.
[&he made made me promise to never leave him]
&he does all the cute things boys do.
He played magic tonight at and books too.
He got in the top 8.
My boyfriend is a geek, but I love that about him.
It's endearing.
(Shout out to kayla whom I just met last night)
Me: ''I read your livejournal!''
Kayla: ''I read yours too!!''
We're sorta cool.
Wow. So mcdonalds on a friday game night is nothing to be taken lightly.
I don't know about Hillary, but I was about to serious wound/kill everyone in the lobby.
We had to call the cops at the end of the night.
And there were seriously like 100 kids in there.
But working there is honestly not that bad anymore.
I suck at working the register though. I screwed up everything. I even jammed the cash drawer and I'm sure 'Bunch' was probaly tired of me by the end of the night.
I wanted to say this all night.
we love to see you smile. but I'd love to see you die.
August 31st, 2006 (03:26 am)
Lee picked me up from the hospital today and I got to spend a couple of hours with him.
We picked up his sister from school.
Then we sat on the back porch like an old couple. I saw so many opportunities for pictures. Sometimes I wish I could stop time. I spend so much time behind a camera, I never get the chance to enjoy the beauty of things myself. As a photographer, I feel like I'm capturing people and things live life, instead of participating. But somehow that's where I feel most comfortable. I'm not hiding from living. I just constantly see snapshots, and opportunity for good photographs.
When I'm with certain people, I want to participate. So I supress any urge to pull out my camera, and just live in the moment. And I never want to miss a moment when I'm with him.
August 30th, 2006 (07:16 pm)
With everything that's going on
[Is it wrong of me to feel left out?]
August 30th, 2006 (12:48 am)
Oh, how I show him off.
Lee feels very real to me. Butterflies and fast heartbeats are nice, but when I'm with him, it's real. I can't explain that one but I hope that you understand.
I found this one in my camera from the night at the parking tower.
I like it.
August 29th, 2006 (01:59 pm)
I'm in the hospital. They're breaking my mom's water right now.
I'm looking through the nurses' window and the little babies are so adorable.
[he'll be here in a few hours]
There's a teenager and she has a baby in the nurses' window. She's really pretty too. I could never do that.
So now I wait....and wait....and I'll probably get breakfast and then wait some more.
Some text me. Keep me entertained.
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